A distance there is...

and there and then...

i behold that a time will come

when i again dead will be

thou tells me to leave without delay

i leave i leave i leave i leave

i leave with my bodkin and my tears with my hand

lo the shadow

the sky descending

so by a dint of suit, i gait ere i run

and melt together with dust

turning my feeling away from our so ignorate world

all the beautiful moment shared, deliberately pushed aside

after all these years thou left'st me down in the emotional depth

the sombre soaked velvet-drape is hung upon me...

.....a distance there is.....