and there and then...
i behold that a time will come
when i again dead will be
thou tells me to leave without delay
i leave i leave i leave i leave
i leave with my bodkin and my tears with my hand
lo the shadow
the sky descending
so by a dint of suit, i gait ere i run
and melt together with dust
turning my feeling away from our so ignorate world
all the beautiful moment shared, deliberately pushed aside
after all these years thou left'st me down in the emotional depth
the sombre soaked velvet-drape is hung upon me...
.....a distance there is.....